pinkunicorn123 Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Some of you may know that things has not been going too well for me in a variety of ways at the moment, from health, to financials to general well being and self-esteem, and I can feel myself slowly and steadily slipping back into the state and cycle which caused my sudden absence from the mfc last summer. Because of this, I convinced myself to take a very rare trip to the local doctors’ surgery to talk to them about it amongst other medical complaints. I was told that there was nothing they could do and to ‘just go and sort yourself out’ and return if and when I had a genuine medical issue. Their bluntness forced the connection of several recent events and thus the realisation that unless I start to pay more attention to these issues, and not force myself into distraction by means of the mfc or other sources, then a similar path will eventually be taken. Maybe that is a good thing, maybe it isn’t, but until I have made sense of it all enough to decide that; This is me attempting to pay attention. Therefore it is with great regret that I am leaving the mfc. I have this overwhelming feeling that the cause of all of these problems IS me. And maybe that isn’t something that I can wave a magic wand at and fix, but my magic wand can make things disappear, and that trick never fails to get a round of applause. So I think it will be better for all of you if I withdraw from the forum. As appreciative as I have been of all of your recent posts, emails and PMs of support, the sad fact is that words do nothing in this world. If they did, it would make things a lot easier. I love you all, you know that and you have been great to me over my 6 months on the mfc. You have been my family in the absence of anything which deserves such a title, and I wish you all the happiness in the world, all of you (even the Apples). A Happy Birthday to the forum, and best wishes for 2008 to you all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnnaMariaPetra Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 This is sad! But let me give you this for goodbye Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mika4Life13 Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I'm sorry pink!! I hope you get better, i know we've never talked but know that I love you and you always have my warm thoughts sent out to you I'll miss you and your fun treads Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Sorry to hear that!! You'll be miss HUGS lucy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Look after yourself Pink and please come back when you're feeling better and you think it's an appropriate move. You will be missed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cath85 Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 well what can I say... I don't really know you that well but it made me kinda sad to read tihs... if you think leaving mfc is the best choice, then do it. I have this overwhelming feeling that the cause of all of these problems IS me. it sounds to me like that is true, but you know what? realizing this is already the first step to getting better believe me!! it's a pity Mika and the MFC couldn't get you out of where you are, it helped me a lote but I guess it's different for everyone... I hope everything works out fine!! don't ever lose hope and faith that things will get better one day! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lollipopvillains Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 huh ??? didn't really catch you ! why is that ? your life is your life, mfc is mfc !!!! weird ! I might be leaving for several days too cos my ibook needs a surgery for being too old ! I'll try to fix it on my own tomorrow but if i fail, damn ! those silly people can only miss me i might miss here too, hahaha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IngievV Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Pink! I really feel awful reading it! But if this is the best for you, then it's inevitable. Just so you know that you are always welcome here! I'll miss you! :hugs: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
violet_sky Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Quite frankly I am not sure if I have understood everything you wrote there in its proper sense, yet I tried my best. We didn't have a lot of dealings with each other, that's for sure, but I have picked up a few of your posts over the last few days, indicating that things are not going too well at the moment. However, I think I get that the support you can get from this community may not be enough to help you changing your situation for the better. Still I'm confident that you have the power to sort these issues out and I'm pretty sure you have a plan. I have a feeling that you won't be gone for good, but again, I think you know what is the best for you to do now. So I just wish you all the best for now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Haeschen02 Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I'm so sorry. I just started to get to know you and now you're leaving. I hope you will be back one day. Get better soon and feel hugged. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phunkygal Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Some of you may know that things has not been going too well for me in a variety of ways at the moment, from health, to financials to general well being and self-esteem, and I can feel myself slowly and steadily slipping back into the state and cycle which caused my sudden absence from the mfc last summer.Because of this, I convinced myself to take a very rare trip to the local doctors’ surgery to talk to them about it amongst other medical complaints. I was told that there was nothing they could do and to ‘just go and sort yourself out’ and return if and when I had a genuine medical issue. Their bluntness forced the connection of several recent events and thus the realisation that unless I start to pay more attention to these issues, and not force myself into distraction by means of the mfc or other sources, then a similar path will eventually be taken. Maybe that is a good thing, maybe it isn’t, but until I have made sense of it all enough to decide that; This is me attempting to pay attention. Therefore it is with great regret that I am leaving the mfc. I have this overwhelming feeling that the cause of all of these problems IS me. And maybe that isn’t something that I can wave a magic wand at and fix, but my magic wand can make things disappear, and that trick never fails to get a round of applause. So I think it will be better for all of you if I withdraw from the forum. As appreciative as I have been of all of your recent posts, emails and PMs of support, the sad fact is that words do nothing in this world. If they did, it would make things a lot easier. I love you all, you know that and you have been great to me over my 6 months on the mfc. You have been my family in the absence of anything which deserves such a title, and I wish you all the happiness in the world, all of you (even the Apples). A Happy Birthday to the forum, and best wishes for 2008 to you all. :crybaby: i will miss you!!!my first tue stalker!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarah_Lollipop Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I hope you get better soon! You'll be missed! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Suzy Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Miss you already... So looking forward to your return. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SkullyRox Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Not goodbye, just farewell. xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Becky Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Aww Pink I hope things get better for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mac1718 Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I don't know you much,but hope you get beter soon enjoy yourself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xxLollypop_girlxx Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 Pink, You are such a great member , and I respect your contributions to this fourm. Really hope things do get better soon. Looking forward to seeing you online in the future. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lazy_daisy Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I'm really sorry you are leaving us like this! But, from what I read in your post, I think this decision you've made is the best for you. We all know what teh best thing for us is, deep down in our hearts. It's only that, sometimes, we don't want to own it, because it's painful. I'm glad you realized what you need, because it means you are already on the way to feeling better. Notwithstanding all that, I'll miss you. We haven't spoken much, but I've always appreciated your spirits and your enthusiasm at the forums. I hope you come back, one day! Hugs! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JackViolet Posted January 11, 2008 Share Posted January 11, 2008 I'm sorry Pink. I hope your time away from MFC will be productive and help you get back on track. I also very much hope that eventually you will return. Best wishes to you on your situation, and in general. (And dammit, we'll miss you.) --Jack Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sasje Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 Aaaww, pinkie.. I hope you will feel a bit better soon.. Too bad that we couldn't be helpful though.. Hopefully we'll see you back again in the future.. I will miss you.. Good luck, kiddo.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
foalbaby14 Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 OMG!!!! this is so sad dont leave you want to make me cry:tears: !!!!!! i hope you get better!!!!!!!!!! come back when your feeling better! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finkster Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 Aww, hope you feel well and soon. You'll definitely be missed around here. Hope everything gets better for you. Take care! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tomomi Posted January 12, 2008 Share Posted January 12, 2008 I'm so sorry Pink. I hope you get better soon. We love you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FREDDIESDOUBLE Posted January 15, 2008 Share Posted January 15, 2008 Take care pink , I hope life deals you a better hand this year Good luck and well see you again xoxo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mika Freaka =) Posted January 15, 2008 Share Posted January 15, 2008 Oh sweety, you will be missed, i hope you get well soon so that you can come back... xoxo Take care:huglove: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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