you know, it's not that hard... i posted what ? 10-20 posts since i left ? and this last week was very special... it really wasn't hard for me not to post and not to read : un-interesting titles, cancelled shows, shows i didn't care about, regluar un-asked updates from gabbly/chat...
i know i won't be there from tomorrow anymore like i've been this last week, even if i know i'll lurk from time to time... i came back and posted here the first time at least 1 week after my "departure" ! i know i can do it, and i will... i don't have to try and convince myself, i just know i don't have to come here anymore. and to be honest, i didn't miss it when i was not coming and reading doesn't mean that i didn't miss you all, but we've chatted on msn/gabbly and other myspace, so it's not as if i didn't talk to anybody here anymore.
i'm doing what i want to