I loved what you just said.
One day it'll be over.
I was bullied, for being pakistani.
You heard the news..[ terrorists ]
I had a indian friend, her cousins used to hate me.
I mean we were both indian shared the same views listened to indian music everything.
But they just didnt like me.
I was 7 when they once walked into jasmines [ my best m8z room ] When she wasnt there and cornered me and picked on me.
Damn it was hell. I cried so much. I couldnt even tell her.
There have been many other inncidents.
But i keep telling myself, one day it'll be over...and it's gradually slowing down and i'm starting to speak up and i've got more confidence [ coz of mika ] to get up there and show them.
Today this morning.
This chav boy comes up and asked me whether i was going to the rugby club [ this disco thing where girls pull guys they drink take drugs not really my scene ] So i said no..he goes why? and i said it's ****! and he goes have you eva been and i said no and he goes what the hell? how can you call it ****? and i said well too be honest it's not really my scene. So neway he walked away and pulled a face..then he pushed my chair and i nearly fell. I screamed at my form tutor and i said " SIR TELL THEM TO F*** OFF BEFOREI F***** SLAP THEM ! My teacher shouted at them. He never even shouted at me for swearing. But yes.. as you can see i'm very aggressive and i i knew that if i kept quiet then they would carry on picking on me.
this chav boy, has been picking on me for three years now...
I'm gradually standing up for myself.
Because tbh having so many years of being bullied as really had an effect on me.
It has an effect on everyone.
I've just become more aggressive lol
Soo sorryyyy for blabbin on and on n on!
xxxxxxx