I think it's Only lonely one, because I feel so alone. I mean, that when I'm here, with all of you, (even, though I don't know you personally) I feel happy. You all share my passions and obsessions. But, when I'm at school, noone understands me, treat me like a geek, I'm not like that! I have only one person I can talk to and tell everything, that's hard. My parents think, that the 'music' I listen to isn't really a music, and 30 years earlier, that was music! Only my brother says, that Mika is ok, and his songs are fine. I'm closed in my own world with Mika. And of course other musicians. I hope you understand me.