I have lived over half my life and it sucked a lot of the time, but it sucks a lot worse now, kids have left home, hubby wants to retire to Devon, I kinda have no family or close friends, so I live on my pc, I work a little but the job sucks but keeps me afloat when I need it to go Mikaring, going Mikaring is kinda... well it takes my mind of the suckiness of things.
That question "what am I doing with my life" will crop up from time to time for us all, cos life throws different stages at us, just gotta do what feels right at the time.