hi pal,
if you pay the bills they wont cut you off, anyway make your own hydro power supply, and why did you have children kept in a big envelope for 4 years, what had they done, was there no right of appeal, did no one miss them? by sticking them in a scrapbook, is that similar to a half way house?get iron from stove just like when you were young, if you can remember that far back.