Such a pleasure to hear it, because usually people say: you don't know him! In fact, I know much less about people around me ( I'm not talking about my family). I never scrutinized every move and every word of my university friends, for example.
I'm egoistic, but it is some kind of pleasure to read that I'm not that retarded I've seen him 2 times this summer! (it can be count as a 1 time because it was 2 days one by one). Have to tell, that meeting him live brought me to another level - I realized that he is real, not only picture in YT!!! And it made me to love him even more. I always liked how he behaves (it was his behaviour in interviews and vlogs that made me to fall in love, because I loved his songs and vids much earlier), but seeing him backstage before the show - it was fantastic. The band and Mika were ready to go on stage and waited near, Mika was very joyful, laughed with guys and didn't pay attention to us LGs, and it was REAL Mika. I understand that he can be grumpy and strict, and he is not a lamb (otherwise he wouldn't be so successful), but every human can be in a bad mood, and even I (:pinkbow:) can behave as a Fury sometimes. So I don't look at him as at ideal smiling star.
What I forgot to tell about forgiveness - I never considered myself as a customer, and I must agree and admit that sometimes I act towards Mika the same way as I do to my son. I can be angry, punish him (my son, not Mika ), dislike something, but I love him anyway.
I never chose to fall in love, it happened as a flash in one night in YT. And I really find a pleasure to love him unconditionally - I fully realize that it is one-sided situation and will be. And of course I don't expect other fans to feel this way. But maybe one shy fan feels the same and suffers, so I hope she/he will read my words and see that he is not the only one. I really needed it when I came here for the 1 time.
And about his dramatic changing - I'm awfully curious what happened?
Anyway, I like how he looks and behaves and does his shows more and more with each year. As for me (I can judge only from YT vids, sorry) this 2010 tour was the best!