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I just talked to Emily and she had not idea how I felt and she basically has said sorry alot and she says she's gonna make effort into being my bud again. I'm gonna give her a chance.

You are sooooo lovely Mair :tears: All those things you have just said seem so untrue. I feel like I'm the worst musician and singer, and I hate my face. I look at it everyday and die, and when I look at your profile picture (on facebook) I think how awesome you look and how crap I look.

Like a god? No way. That's just odd. I still think of other people as gods And me especially??? No that's just weird. I'm so honoured Oh my god, when we first started talking I got really excited too. I still do I need to see you in the holidays, and we need to give each other some loving and encouragement

P.S. When I say 'loving', yes I mean take me toughly in the barn.