racinghorse83 Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 because i had to sell my horse (who is the racinghorse83.) i've had him 5 years and paid for him and his care all this time, and now i've lost my job and i can't afford him anymore. so i had to sell him. when they took him i was trying not to cry and i bit my bottom lip so hard that it started bleeding really badly and now its swelling up.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 because i had to sell my horse (who is the racinghorse83.) i've had him 5 years and paid for him and his care all this time, and now i've lost my job and i can't afford him anymore. so i had to sell him. when they took him i was trying not to cry and i bit my bottom lip so hard that it started bleeding really badly and now its swelling up.. *hugs* That's so awful! Will you get to visit him? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mika-fan1001 Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 watching my kitty sleep IN my pillow case. lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bonzaboy Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 because i had to sell my horse (who is the racinghorse83.) i've had him 5 years and paid for him and his care all this time, and now i've lost my job and i can't afford him anymore. so i had to sell him. when they took him i was trying not to cry and i bit my bottom lip so hard that it started bleeding really badly and now its swelling up.. Â Aww Charlotte, I'm so sorry! *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nico_collard Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 That really sucks Charlotte... *huggles* Â Â Â Watching an episode of Letterman on U2- ooooops, sorry, Youtube... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 because i had to sell my horse (who is the racinghorse83.) i've had him 5 years and paid for him and his care all this time, and now i've lost my job and i can't afford him anymore. so i had to sell him. when they took him i was trying not to cry and i bit my bottom lip so hard that it started bleeding really badly and now its swelling up.. Â That's so terrible! Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â I'm sitting here ... not feeling good (it's normal, just not fun ) and uh .. doing nothing at the moment .. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alice.loves.mika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 I LOVE Grease !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me too!  My Mother is obsessed with it  it's quite funny seeing her dancing around the room to the songs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 nothing's what i'm doing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Working on a title page for a school project. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend. Why? What happened?! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Why? What happened?! Â it's so complicated and sad. he is not the man i fell in love with anymore. it's kind of a psychosis, his personality changed, i dunno how to explain in english... we've been through this many times before, but this time i am afraid i can't carry on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 it's so complicated and sad. he is not the man i fell in love with anymore. it's kind of a psychosis, his personality changed, i dunno how to explain in english... we've been through this many times before, but this time i am afraid i can't carry on. That makes complete sense, don't worry. But it's probably better that you end it now than living a lie, trying to convince yourself you two are still in love. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 That makes complete sense, don't worry. But it's probably better that you end it now than living a lie, trying to convince yourself you two are still in love. Â yes... *sighs* but it's hard to let go after (almost) seven years. but still, as you said, i don't wanna pretend... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 yes... *sighs* but it's hard to let go after (almost) seven years. but still, as you said, i don't wanna pretend... Seven years? Wow, that's a long time. But, even though it hurts now, it will be for the better in the end. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Seven years? Wow, that's a long time. But, even though it hurts now, it will be for the better in the end. Â that's true, but hard to admit. Â some wise man sung "i tried to live alone but lonely is so lonely alone", so true, but i can't live with his paranoia. it's starting to take its toll on me. it's so sad to see him in this terrible state! he used to be a loving, intelligent man and now he is paranoid and aggressive (not physically, but with words). Â it is very very sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 that's true, but hard to admit. some wise man sung "i tried to live alone but lonely is so lonely alone", so true, but i can't live with his paranoia. it's starting to take its toll on me. it's so sad to see him in this terrible state! he used to be a loving, intelligent man and now he is paranoid and aggressive (not physically, but with words).  it is very very sad. That's so sad! I really hope you feel better. However long it takes you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ircazo Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 That's so sad! I really hope you feel better. However long it takes you. Â thank you! i really appreciate you took the time to read and answer... *hugs back* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iadoremika Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 thank you! i really appreciate you took the time to read and answer... *hugs back* No problemo! Any time... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A. Clay Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Viewing this . . . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Watching House M.D. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted March 8, 2009 Share Posted March 8, 2009 Eating a magnum Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kissable Posted March 9, 2009 Share Posted March 9, 2009 Staring at ircazo's signature  Just made a signature!!!! Too bad there are many Tokio Hotel haters or nonlikers (?)...and listening to music Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mika-fan1001 Posted March 9, 2009 Share Posted March 9, 2009 talking to my friend my head hurts. my mom gave me an asthma attack, and i couldnt breath for a minute. blehh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
racinghorse83 Posted March 9, 2009 Share Posted March 9, 2009 Dragging myself away fro mthe computer to do homeowrk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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